Well I am feeling alittle bit better today still just so woren out I have been screamed at all weekend by my husband Roy, I listen to him saying things about me & this car of Tiffney's I just bought until I took enough I went OFF I looked at him & started screaming right back I told him I was so fucken sick of him & his attiude towards me I could care fucken less if he packed his shit & moved out... He looked at me after I went on a SCREAMING Rage he was like I am sorry I did not mean to O That just set me off again I started screaming again..I flat told him I have listen to you for 4 days screaming at me trying to make me look stupid in Pep boys when we were getting parts for the car then I said FUCK IT!!! I am going to bingo & you know i have never been crazy about bingo but ya know that is the only place I can get away from everyone...Scott & I went & had a good time it was a shame scott's cell works in the bingo...mine doesn't lol they were calling his phone I was like Grrrrrrrrrr  I can not win for loosing. Marina car is getting fixed today Thank Goodness now maybe she will stop complaining about that Roy & I went to the junk yard to get some things for Tiffney's car that does not work like corner lights spent 3 hours walking around in the mudd which I will add was EWWWWWWWWWW...

I can tell ya something I am not no tom boy...this is all I heard out of Roy mouth while we were at the junk yard come on yoru to slow, Stop complaing it is mudd, I am like FUCK YOU this shit is for a man not a lady he was like well look at her she is not complaining she is covered in mudd & said well good for her if you want a manly creator as a wife go back to one of yor X-wifes they both look like a man & if you want a lady then shut that fucken hole in your face & leave me BE!!!  . Then he was making fun of me cause I was walking threw some cars & almost feel OMG I was so fucken mad I could not even think straight. O he knew I was mad cause he ask me a question...I looked him straight in the face & said DROP DEAD! Then Marina & her smart ass mouth.. she started running her mouth this afternoon & I took as much as I could of her & went off her to..I flat told her ass if she thought that lil of me go live with her fucken SPERM DONOR!! she calls a Dad... YES!! I am speaking my mind right now, you might be asking Y I call him this welp he walked out of Marina's life when she was 4yrs old not one time did he try & call her for 12yrs well when she turned 17 he started coming around again acting like SUPER POP!! I ask him when Marina graduated so she would not have to get student loans to pay for college if he could help her...do u know that sorry ass bastard said NO she can get student loans & pay them back when she gets out of college that is what I did...OOOOO NOOOOOO I lost it he told Marina boy your mom can b a bitch & I over heard him I turned around came up & got in his face & said your DAMN roght I can be & you have not seen nothing yet... Now everytime he trys to come over I am a Bitch he says Hi I say DROP DEAD!! lol I am telling ya being on my bad side is some place you do not want to be.. so I finaly told him one time your not welcome here so do yourself a favor & don't come back..  When I hired the lawyer for Marina's wreck the lady in the office said honey when things start settling down for you your going to loose it she said your sooo stressed out I was like yea whatever lol but Ya know I have made Marina Cry today & told my husband to get out!! Tiffney was like hmmm mom I am staying clear from you your PMS ing ....& on the war plath...I am just tired & stressed out.. I am telling ya folks at this point I do not care if he walks out.. I just do not care about anything..I am so tired of being hurt & screamed at it isn't funn.

I am goig to close for now Thanks for listening everyone.. Ta ta

Hi Jeanette! I just wanted to stop by and see how you are doing. I see you started telling people how you feel, that is good don't keep it in. Not too mention the more crap you take the more they will give! So I am glad you are letting people know that you are fed up, it feels good doesn't it? Also you asked me if I am on yahoo or Aol I am on Yahoo, you? Let me know it would be great to talk with you we can get through the madness together. Take care and keep that head up!

Started telling people how you feel? You've always told people exaxtly how you, with the exception of Roy. I don't know why but I noticed it once we started hanging out again. You seemed to take more shit from him then you did John. Bout damn time you lay into his ass good! But then you know me the bad influence...LOL And I'm not saying I told ya so...

Heyy Jean, I'm just here stopping by since I finally got a bit of free time off my hands. Life can get freaking stressful huh? Well, vent out all you like surely it will help you wayy more than keeping it inside. I would def not wanna be around you when your mad! LOL... Before anything take out your frustrations on here.. and then confront them.. so it wont get too bad.. lol I'm sorry for the way things are. I'm here having my own issues.. if you ever need anything you can always come by. Take lots of care.